ok, so i had that job interview today, sigh of relief that it's over, but all in all, i think i did considerably well, it was the first interview i have had since i got anxiety and pa's, but the funny thing is, i think i did better in this interview than i have in any other interview before. even before i got panic attacks and extreme anxiety i was shocking in interviews, i'd clam up and crawl so far inside my little shell that it was impossible for me to think or speak. but today in the beginning i was shaking like a leaf in a tornado, but i settled in quite easily, thinkin back i could have had better eye contact, but even if i don't get the job i'm so proud of how far i've come to have been able to do that today. so now i have to wait 5 days to hear back, fingers crossed, i'll keep my journal updated, oh and to my friends that haven't heard from me for a while, i apologise, i am freaking out about keeping my house atm, i have 8 days left to come up with 500 dollars, and still no idea where to start.but once everything is sorted i'll get back to ppl personally, hugz to all. xx