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- I've been thinking a lot about the past lately, specifically when I was in my teens and twenties. These were very hard times, but I also made some unbelievable memories. I met my first girlfriend, who I fell deeply in love with. I played in a rock...
- There's far too much pain in this world than there is joy, or even satisfaction. There's no point to life, other than to go through mostly shitty times, with some fleeting moments of beauty along the way. I know there is nothing we can do about it,...
- I've been feeling like isolating myself for a long time. I may be one of the only people on the planet who actually cherished being quarantined. I love my family so much, but I always fantasize about just being by myself out in the woods or on a...
- I have a dilemma that I'm not sure how to navigate through. I own a part-time business with my good friend, and it has been successful over the last couple of years. The problem is that my wife and I do not like his wife and kids, and they always...
- Why do I keep going when the world just remains shitty? I don't know honestly. My reason has been my son, but he's already cursed with the psychiatric fuckery I've had all my life. What kind of god gives me a beautiful boy and then allows him to...
- Today I'm supposed to hear whether or not I got a job that I applied for. My head is out of control with worry and anxiety. My thoughts, as usual, tend to be catastrophic, thinking I'm probably not going to get the job and then I'll be lost. I've...
- I have been very tired every day lately, to the point of having to sleep in the middle of the day. I am getting eight hours of sleep at night, and usually go to bed at a decent time. I feel exhausted from the time I wake up in the morning until bed...
- I feel like just fading away. There are suggestions online for getting through these suicidal feelings, ie: take a walk, play with your dog, bake brownies, meditate, watch a funny movie, go to the mall, to the park, to an athletic event. NO..it...
- I don't think I really do anything to contribute much to society, and the things I try to do, I usually fail at. My job gives me mental breakdowns, and I don't know how to cope with life in general. Yesterday I was feeling like I just didn't want to...
- I know I've posted many times on here how my job is a huge trigger for my anxiety, and nothing has changed. Today I got an email that oozed micromanagement to the maximum, and demanded unrealistic expectations. I have been sick of the career field I...
- Even after I take sleeping pills, I lay down and cannot fall asleep for a long time. When I finally do go to sleep, I have been having nightmares every night. I wake up sweating with my heart racing, and I just get up super early because I'm scared...
- I was passed over for a second time after interviewing for the past two weeks for another position in the company I work for. All I can say is fuck them! I've worked my ass off for the last few years as a top performer at this company and this is...
- Today I give thanks for all of you on this site who have offered supportive and encouraging words when I have struggled the most through the years.Thank you for being here.
- If I didn't have a young child, I would drive 120 miles per hour into a tree. I'm sick of this fucked up world, the struggles, and I'm sick of myself. I suck at almost everything in life, and have mental illness on top of that. The ONLY reason I am...
- My entire life has been a struggle for me to cope with. I wish I could finally gain peace in my life and not have to be wondering what kind of disaster awaits me every day. On top of that, I was on a flight last week that went through a bad storm...