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- I’ve been feeling very fatigued, just not wanting to do much of anything. It almost feels like I’m never getting enough sleep, even though I sleep 8 hours every night. I’m pushing myself to get things done and I can’t wait for each day to...
- I made mistakes at work that cost the company money. I feel very incapable of anything right now. Everything I touch turns to shit. I don’t even think I am able to contribute anything positive to society. I want to disappear.
- Work has always been a huge trigger for my anxiety as far back as I can remember. Every Monday is always the same. I am inundated with different tasks, many of them complicated to navigate through. I feel extremely overwhelmed because of this every...
- I had fun this weekend hanging out with friends and laughing a lot, then today came and as usual I fall back down into depression. Work is a huge trigger for my mental illness, especially if I mess up on something. I take it very harshly and feel...
- Hi everyone,i just had a major relapse with my sex addiction and could really use some support to get back on the path to recovery. My triggers are severe anxiety and depression, which I am working on with therapy and meds. I used to attend meetings...
- i have been dreading just waking up, working, and all the things I have to do every day because there always seems to be another stressful situation right around the corner. I can’t process anxiety like normal people who don’t have mental health...
- Last night, I had a dream that I wanted to die. After realizing this, someone injected me with a lethal poison, and I knew I would be dead within seconds. The paradoxical twist is that after being injected, and actually KNOWING that I was dying, I...
- I’ve come to the conclusion that the struggles in my life have far outweighed the brief moments of joy. This trend is ongoing, and I guess that’s what depresses me most. It’s hard knowing that life is mostly completely shitty and I have to...
- I can no longer support my family financially and the problems I have to deal with at work are horrific and never ending. My wife and my mother hate each other, so there’s always major family tension. I love my son more than anything or anyone...
- Even the slightest stress is 10x worse for someone with generalized anxiety disorder and major depression like me. it’s so hard to keep going through the everyday struggles like work, finances, family issues, health issues. It’s always a new...
- the last few months have been super challenging at work because of the people I have to deal with. Some are customers, who are never satisfied no matter what. Then there’s people who work at the same company I’m with who are narcissistic and...
- Last time I posted here was several months ago when I was in a terrible state of depression. Now that I am feeling stable again, it’s good to remind myself that the darkness never lasts forever, even though it seems that way when I’m in it....
- I don’t really care about anything anymore except for my son. The only reason I keep waking up every day is so that he doesn’t have to grow up without a father. Not that anyone here even gives a shit, but I am very mentally exhausted trying to...
- I’ve been very depressed this weekend. I don’t feel joy, other than extremely fleeting moments. I fantasized last night about slicing both of my arms open and drifting to sleep. The only reason I am here is because I don’t want my young son to...
- My mother showed up unannounced at our house this evening. I barely had the door open and she pushed her way in, and walked straight to the kitchen where my wife was. She then proceeded to yell and curse at my wife life a raging lunatic, right in...