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- In the last week I've lost my dog after having her for 14 years, and then I found out they're cutting my pay at work. I seriously feel like just breaking down and escaping this fucked up start to the new year somehow. I wish I would just die in my...
- I haven't been depressed in at least 6-8 months and last night I started feeling very low. Today I tried gardening and spending some time in nature, and it helped a little, but I still feel it. I think what triggered it was finding out that one of...
- Does anyone else feel very lonely even with family and people in your life? I am feeling disconnected, unwanted, not needed, and overall like there's not much passion left in my life for anything. I'm seeing a new therapist next week, and I'm...
- I've been suicidal in the past, and my wife asked me to bring all my firearms to my fathers house for safe keeping. Fast forward over 10 years, and I asked my dad for the guns back because I think we're living in a highly volatile time with lots of...
- Why can't we get breaks in life? You know how at most jobs, you can take like a 10-15 minute break? Life doesn't allow breaks, at least not mine lately. I'm so financially strapped that it's going to be a balancing act trying to figure out which...
- The past few days have been very difficult. I feel my mental health declining after a long time of being fairly stable. I've had some passive thoughts about dying.
- The last two weeks have been insanely stressful at work. There are problems that I don't know how to solve, and I have this feeling that something really bad is going to happen. I feel like my mind and body are on constant high-alert, and little...
- Tonight I was at a party, and as soon as I saw all of the younger couples there, I felt myself spiraling downward mentally. Everytime I'm at an event like this, I get very depressed because I want to have that again in my life, but it will never be...
- Everyday I wake up and I feel like just going right back to sleep until the next day, and this cycle continues. There aren't many things I look forward to anymore in my life. I love my family, and I have a boy to raise, but other than that, I might...
- Over the past couple of weeks I've been depressed almost every day. It's just like I'm going through the motions of life. It's like I don't care if I live or die. It's hard for me to enjoy most things lately, and I can't sleep either. I see a...
- My job is extremely stressful and more scary every day. My financial situation is deplorable. I feel like there's nothing more to really look forward to in my life. I have done most of the things that are major life changing events already. I feel...
- I wish I could just erase myself from ever being part of this world. I would not know what pain, love, and anger were if I had never existed in the first place. Most of the time, I feel this dark energy inside that eclipses any potential joy. I...
- There's nothing horrible going on in my life, but I'm just plain tired of trying everyday. There aren't too many things that bring joy and peace to me, even when it should. It's tough for me to look forward to anything, even when it should be...
- I woke up trying to stay positive, and even made a list of things I am grateful for. Right when I started on my work, it was downhill with nothing but problems. Then I find out that my job role is completely changing this week. I felt my anxiety go...
- Does anyone else feel so completely overwhelmed by anxiety that you literally experience adrenal fatigue later in the day?this happens to me quite often, and it almost feels like my brain just can't handle anymore so it's trying to shut down.