Misssfit
Status: Doing a lot better, miss having friends but growing and healing and cutting out all the toxicity in my life.
Mood:
Good
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Stop reading my journals to make yourself feel better. It wont. You don't love me. You don't need me. So don't kid yourself into thinking I matter because your curiosity spikes. I'm nothing to you...
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He is slowly forgetting me. Slowly replacing our memories with her. First it's my stuffies names then it'll be my favorite color. My little habits he use to love and then after time I will be just a...
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The moment the memories consume you and tou feel like you got stabbed right throught your heart. May because I haven't eaten since yesterday. I don't know. Just know that any chance I had of getting...
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Tonight is dragging on. I wish I had new blades. Quieter thoughtss. A peace of mind. I wish I could stop living life feeling like I'm stuck in groundhogs day. I don't color or draw or write. I don't...
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Even tho we haven't talked in weeks I still think about him every day. In my head I still l refer to him as daddy and still lcry over him in little space. I know it's pathetic but without daddy, a...
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I'm done. If anyone needs me they can kik me. I won't be posting here antmkre. My kik is X_Curiously.Mad_XTired of people who can't just tell me the truth those people don't give a fuck about me nor...
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Him. He is all I think of all day everyday. He is all that is on my mind. I constantly think of his well being more than my own. Is he eating? Sleeping alright? Is he happy? I ask myself all the time...
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Roses are red violets are blueif you were a pokemon, I'd choose you you light up my world like the forth of Julyno matter what happens you never seem to make me cryhow did I become so lucky to be...
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In one week it will be our one monthIt honestly feels so much longer than that.but we haven't fought and he has been there for mewith everything and I couldn't ask for a more amazing boyfriend than...
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Even after all th at has been happening lately I still feel happy. He makes everything seem fine and normal and relieves my stress. I. Love him so much I can hardly express it in words, he makes me...
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A new year is upon us. I almost didn't make it,Many people didn't. We pray for them, may they rest in peace.Yet now we must celebrate. Here's to us. Here's to those of you who cry yourselves to...
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All I try to do is help people. It's what I live for but this girl I don't know starting messaging me saying she needed someone and that she wanted to kill herself. So like the person I strive to be...
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For some reason, I get so jealous thinking of him loving someone else because I feel like he would forget about me. I don't know what I would do if that happened because he is all I can count on. He...
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He told me to back off. He told me he loved her today. I understand. I am not good enough. I have never been good enough. I am a waste. I tore my arm up today. It felt really good. I am so numb. I...
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When i work, the pain subsides, but when I am off it no longer hides. Every morning I still break down in the shower exactly like I did 2 years ago and like I will do tomorrow and the next day and...
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