blah Idk I'm happy

Even after all th at has been happening lately I still feel happy. He makes everything seem fine and normal and relieves my stress. I. Love him so much I can hardly express it in words, he makes me feel like my heart will burst from my chest from an overload of admiration. Also I am going to be o e month clean tomorrow which I'm excited about. That's long for me. Like seriously. hah idk what else to write on here but I just felt like I needed to get the words down and I just ah I dunno. I just can't wait to see him and hold him and feel kiss sweet kisses :3 maybe he will call me baby girl and I'll start  blushing in a fit of giggles :p I dunno all I do know is that with him I am happy and I want to be with this amazing man for the rest of my life. He will be a great husband and father.because he is already an amazing boyfriend and best friend.