Slowly forgotten

He is slowly forgetting me. Slowly replacing our memories with her. First it's my stuffies names then it'll be my favorite color. My little habits he use to love and then after time I will be just a forgotten memory that pops up one day if I'm lucky.. that scares the hell out of me thinking that people that were once everything to you can someone forget about you. Happened with corey. Would make sense for it to happen with him too.. That's my fear. I cam deal with heights and spiders and monsters in mu closet but being forgotten.. like a lost doll packed away no longer to be played with.. that scares me very much. I don't know if that is something I can handle.. I don't want to.. I think I may end up relapsing tonight.. at least that is up to me.. at least it is one thing I can control..