Dont.

The moment the memories consume you and tou feel like you got stabbed right throught your heart. May because I haven't eaten since yesterday. I don't know. Just know that any chance I had of getting my best friend back is gone. Everything hurts to bad and the shitty part is he doesn't even seem to care..that's fine tho.. I just have to get use to the pain again. I feel sick. Gonna go throw up and lay here with my headphones in until 7 and then pass out..