Him

For some reason, I get so jealous thinking of him loving someone else because I feel like he would forget about me. I don't know what I would do if that happened because he is all I can count on. He is my best friend. I love him. I am totally deeply unconditionally in love with him. Do you see this? I love you and I hope you know that because I need you. I will always need you. You're the one person that's always excited to talk to me
No matter what we say, you stay up late just to talk to me, you're the first one there when I have a problem, and you treat me better than anyone ever has. You make life worth living. You make me Want to live. Because living gives me a chance at a life with you. I know it's wrong but it feels so right imagining you and I. It feels so perfect to think of our future that I know we will have. I keep having the dreams where I run away to you and it seems like such a fairy tale that's bound to happen. Please don't give up on me. I'll never give up on you. Not ever. I love you. Always.