Misssfit
Status: Doing a lot better, miss having friends but growing and healing and cutting out all the toxicity in my life.
Mood:
Good
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Three years flash by in the blink of an eye. I remember those days so well. I was so happy and now i think about killing myself every day. I carry a blade in the back of my phone case and a lighter...
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Things havent been easy lately, I work a lot, avoid social outings,got my heart shattered into a milion pieces and i just am doing my best to keep my head above water. My ED has been really bad, but...
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Woke up this morning to a call from mhm doctor telling me I have chlamydia. Which I haven’t been with anyone but my boyfriend once two years. Turns out Jen is fond of dirty massage parlors. So now...
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Ive fallen into a depressive episode. I was let go from my job a couple weeks about because I've been mentally intable and have called out too much because my anxiety and depression won't let me get...
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there goes 8 months. I'm such a fuck up. I wanna die. I give up
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well I ended up cutting for the first time in 6 months. I forgot how itchy your arm gets. Super not fun. But anyways. I need to stop dreaming of you. I don't know why, but it's the third time I have...
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yesterday makes 6 months clean. This journey hasn't been easy but I'm making it,little by little. I've been in little space more lately which is weird when you're single. I've made so many new...
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I cant take this anymore. I broke up with tanner for the last time and now im apparently a slut when i didnt do a fucking thing. Im always exhausted. my fucking meds arent working right. I cry so...
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Sometimes the worst place to be is in your own head. You always seem to be your biggest critique. Your mind can be a dangerous place. A lonely place where no one wants to be. You tell yourself you're...
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Pretty exhausted llately. Its getting into fall and i love it but slowly dreading November. I miss my little baby so much. Benn working a lot and got tobie a couple little brothers. Havarti and...
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tanner and I broke up. We realized we wanted different things and neither of us were willing to compromise enough to make it work because it was too big an issue to overcome. I am 80 days clean. I...
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i don't know what's wrong with me. Tanner and I have been together two and a half months and I love him, but I have been avoiding sexual contact because Everytime we have sex I break down and cry...
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Ive been trying to be okay lately but I just am not. My eating disorder is tearing at me again and I'm exhausted all the time. I stopped takin my meds and I haven't been smoking very often. Dads new...
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It's been a really rough night. Dylan and I got into it about be bing sad all the time and then he got mad about having to get me food bc I have been "bitching about being hungry all day" bc I hadn't...
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If you decide to block me when you're around your girlfriend but you talk to me when you're not, then there us something wrong with your relationship. The reason she thinks you're gonna cheat is...
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