Oh my! I came back from going to the market, Tim had football on as usual. I set up my stereo and put on my worship music and right away tears started. Oh, how I've missed God so much. I could tell Tim knows somethings up, but that's too bad. He had plenty of choice. He turned the T.V. off and went to his room, later he closed the door. I'm not even sure at times that I really need to say anything, or just keep pushing ahead with the path I've chosen. Of course when he goes to pay I'm going to say something then, but I'm not sure if I need to mention reasons. Some I will probably, but there's no need to bring everything up. I know what addiction is. I'm praying for God to show me the right way to go about this, and that's all I need to do for now. Well see. Anyway I made a great shake drink again. Coconut milk, bananas, orange, apple cider, fresh pineapple, some fresh spinach, and grapes. Might sound weird, but it taste great. I forgot the carrots this time, but I'm sure it's rich in nutrients. So simple too, just to take a little extra time for something good instead of drinking a coke or something, and doesn't cost anything at all. I'm happy. Well, back to get my laundry. Later.