This has really turned into a shity day. Had such a good time yesterday with Cathy at her place, but now she tells me she doesn't want to see me because I have freinds on here. She seems to think like it's affairs or something. I can't beleive it. I really wanted to try and make things work with her. I figured that if she was good enough to want to take a chance with me she had to be special. Now I just feel like a peice of garbage. I can't beleive it. All because I care for some people on this site, and consider them freinds. My first thought was to drink, but I'm not doing that. Ah, I feel awful now
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