Thank you, Lord

Boy, what a week without the computer. Really messed up everything with me. Been kinda bouncing all over the place. got inbto the pain killers again, but am trying to get thaqt under controle again. Lost the job I had, but really don't miss it. It wasn't the kind of work I like anyway. It was commercial painting, but more like construction work. Dirty, messy, and just a lot of grimy shit. I like more house painting instead. That alows me to use my talents, and skills more artisticly, and I like the enviroments and people. It's much better than being around a bunch of filthy mouthed contruction workers. Anyway, a lot of things have gone on. for now, everything is well. I do have work to get by with. I'm also getting into a methadone program. I feel I do need it. I've been slipping, and falling with pain killers for awhile now, and it has gotten out of hand at times, so I'm willing to try this. the cats are doing great. I've missed my computer so much. D.S. has really been a big part of my life the last year or so, and I missed the people here. Even tho I may not be a success story, being around recovery does make my life much better. I have a new computer now. Paul's friend Rishi is a computer technician or something, so he looked at my computer. He gave me a new one instead of fixing the old one. I thought I would lose everything, but it's all here and the same. It's really great knowing people like him. Paul and Bob are very good when you need something done. They seem to know the right person for whatever you need, and most times it doesn't cost anything. Anyway, I'm kinda in the middle of the day. Doing some work close by, and I need to get back. Thank you so much Lord for giving my computer back. I feel so much better now. Thank you.