Day one

 I feel like shit. Everything is hurting now. I done good today tho. I forced myself to eat. Didn't throw up, but I did gag a few times during the day. Head just hurts a lot. Feels like it's full of cotton. Stomach hurts, and when I eat it literally feels like a brick in my stomach. I did go out with Bob, but wished I was in bed. At least I'm doing this. I didn't go through this for nothing. Just can't wait to be clean. Thank you, Lord.