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There's been so much happening in my life.  Unfortunately none of it has been good & it's just been 1 thing after another nonstop. I'm just so exhausted physically & mentally.  I can't do it...

I really need to get back on here.  I have too much happening in my life all at once,  since I hold everything in I feel like I'm going to explode. I can't take anymore but it keeps coming.  I...

I just can't do this anymore, I can't handle anything else. I have legal issues going on with my kids thanks to their stupid decisions and their not wanting to listen to me.  My ex was given the...

The justice system has failed my kids & me. The ex took me back to court in Dec 2012 wanting "more" visitation with my kids. I thought the word more meant that you used what you had.  He hasn't seen...

My oldest son got his class ring a couple months ago. He put a lot of thought into what he wanted on it how he wanted everything. He wore it every day he loved it. But yesterday when he was getting...

Where did I go wrong? Am I not enough? Not do enough? Tonight my sons showed me just how ungreatful they are, at least at times. My middle son ended up pushing his girlfriend after she went after...

I've been thinking about things lately. There is one that really hurts.  A few months ago I made a promise to someone. I've known him for a few years now & he's changed my mind on a few things so I...

I'm sick of feeling like this.  Just down for  no real reason, completely alone. I think the only thing that gets to me more than that is people who just don't understand depression and think that...

I got a new tattoo.  Strength on my right wrist.  it is to remind me to have strength over my depression but I think I may betoo far gone. I don't feel anything anymore. Things that I use to enjoy...

Where to start.   First out family session went great he's in group one session with a small group one with the big group.  He is participating in both. Still hasn't completely opened up to the...

I went up to see my son on Saturday he seems to be doing a little better. After Tuesday's visit & our family session on Wednesday we decided to take him out of group and he was put into isolation. He...

I went up for a visit tonight.  Pure hell is the best way to describe it.  His attitude is back acting like he doesn't care.   I just don't know what to do.  I know he's where he needs to be but...

Last week at work I was talking with a coworker about my sons legal issues.  I told him that I was going to have to get a 2nd job to pay for everything. I came in today he pulls me to the side...

I went up to visit him today.  He said it's a 10-20 day minium stay so the earliest he will come home is next Sat. I think it's going to be good for him. He said that if they are caught using bad...

I had my 2 meetings today. One was with the social worker, the Dr & my son the 2nd was the social worker, my son & myself.  They are starting him on meds at bed time for mood stability.  They are...