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- Over the last year I've gained everything back and then some. Had to come back for the support and encouragement. I really need to lose the weight.
- I had to come back & now I don't know where to start. Right now I'm feeling so many different emotions but yet I still feel nothing. I just keep sinking lower instead of climbing out. I feel like I'm a total failure at least as a mother. All of...
- All I can say about today's dr visit is wow. The dr I go to is a teaching office so I may end up seeing a student before my dr. I've never had a problem with that until today. I came in as a follow up for starting viibryd again. The student came in...
- I had to come back. I was doing okay but then in Jan my depression got worse again. I tried to just deal with & act like I was fine but in reality I just let it take over and stopped doing everything that I loved. I find myself making excuses to not...
- Went back to the doctor today she took me off the deplin since it was doing nothing. She is staring me on wellbutrin and keeping me on my viibryd. Just wondering from anyone out there if this has worked for you. I feel like I am just goin through...
- I went to the Dr today. I asked about if I was able to add something to my antidepressants. Explained most of his I've been feeling. I'm already taking viibryd & today she started me on deplin. I go back in two weeks to let her know if I like it or...
- I want to let go of all the pain in my past that I have bottled up behind my wall but I can't bring myself to let the wall down. I hate these feelings but I'm too afraid of opening up again & getting hurt again. Sometimes I feel like I'm my own...
- So here I am posting again. Every time I think I'm doing good something sets me off & I fall back down. I'm so tired of falling apart, tired of hiding but with kids I have no choice but to hide it. I'm their only parent I have to be strong. It...
- I hold everything in & can't/won't open up. It doesn't matter who it is that I'm talking to I just have a hard time talking about me, what's bothering me. I had a counselor before but stopped going because she left to have her baby & I put my son...
- I don't know if i'm just so stressed out, overwhelmed or what. I feel that i am finally coming out of this depression, which i know i partly am. I still fell myself ppulling away from people and things that i like. i am in a battle with myself,...
- i think I have hit rock bottom, unable to feel anything anymore. I have failed my kids. the oldest was hospitalized earlier this year & diagnosed with depression & tonight I had to sign my middle son into the hospital ( he has anger issues). when I...
- I don't know about the rest of you.I can comment on other people's posts but when it comes to helping myself I can't. Am I alone in this or does anyone else do it too
- Over the last 3 years I have lost about 15 pounds but I have gained it all back. When my depression starts kicking in I stop eating and don't make it to the gym as much as I should or want to. I start to lose it again but then I get stressed or...
- I don't understand. I start feeling better like I'm finally coming out of this depression but for no reason I can think of I want to cry. I had a good weekend went to a bday party yesterday saw a good friend that I haven't seen in a while today I...
- Hoping I can make it through this busy weekend without gaining a million pounds. Have a birthday party today, a baptism & party tomorrow. I usually take a lunch/dinner with me to work but since I'm going to work straight from the parties I will be...