hello yello friend and all ,i am almost me ,,,,,,,,,,,,smile ,the new med is working ,now the other night i thought o lord i am going to have one in my sleep .you know some times  for some reason you  just know .i had been having the sensations for awhile that eve.where i was hving to grip  hold of something when they hit ,like strong waves ,then when i started to bed it hit like  a ton of bricks .but surpise i woke up next morn .husband  didnt say a word ,so i was fine .but o how nice to feel good ,if i can just convince husband that it is alright to  occasional argue and i am not in a e mood and no its not too much stress .i  am learning to tell him when he hurts my feelings and i no longer accept it and its hard on him, he doesnt understand what i have accepted  for 30 years,all of a sudden the rules  have changed -my feelings get  hurt  easly and i come back at him sometimes very ugly words ,we are learning things and i cry at times for this e to end but it never will ,just thank god we have each other .   am back at work  40 hours a week  they  coulndnt ease me in it again -its been rough on the legs -how they  hurt i come home  every night and use ben -gay and they  still ace .on my feet 8 hours except for lunch .but i am me again!!!!!!!!!!!my mind works -----now i still  have  waves at times  loose a bit of time but o its liveable if it has to be .well i need to get  off here  reached my limit  ---20 min  at a time on  comp .later shawna