o my 2008 can everyone believe this ?         i was sure this year was coming  in  to  be  good- wow  i am in a unbelievable fog -iam still laughing guess to keep from  freaking out  huh ?? lol .here goes .first went to work on the 31 st ,found a penny at the door and  picked it up ---hey i am a believer i am a penny richer than i was !worked hard and made it thru till 11 and started home ,still not allowed  to drive as szs were  out of  control tho mostly   in my sleep in early  morn  .hours) i had  misjuduged a car distance and pulled out  durring a abbsence i guess it was .so oldest son is using my car and for that he takes me home at night he works  same place and gets off same time -he wants him and his buddy to come over and toast with his dad and me with a glass of champaige and watch as the ball drops on t.v.we dont drink normally and george was not happy with  the thought ,on the way to drop me off the drunk idots are out we are talking  about  that how dangerouse  it  could be etc.....my cell rings georges van has broke down he had just left work ,10 miles away its so cold here his heater is not working ,i tell my husband i will be there  soon as i grab my lisance from my house as he says he coulndt reach the youngest son .i tell him not to argue as i am going t help him no matter what .my oldest son is driving  and i swear he says mom if i take you to get dad will we make it in time to watch the ball drop ?i say no son it will take longer you go and i will go home and get my lisance help your dad .i was so hurt i felt this 31  year old should have said no i will help you are my mom ,no matter  what ,you  have e and are not to drive and especially with  these drunks  out .i will help  my mom and  dad .   i  told him later that night  as george told him how hurt i was and he said  all i had to do was ask ---no i should  not have to ask my son  knew  we needed help .as the young one  said  dont go in  debt  for a car we  cant  buy at present he is lending us his ford aspire ,he apoligized over and over because  his  phone was  in the car  when  george  broke down .he has  always been there for  his  dad .they are tight .so on top of the car ,the oldest tells me his ex girlfriend is coming back to town she just left  town in  nov.it was not  the best  relation she is bio-polar -violant and we  felt good ridence so here we go again ,same thing again i broke  down  but  he is determined  he  has to be with her -so that is number 2 ,then i went for my med .the drugstore said 287 .  00 my insurance pays but all but 50 a month on the one .seems i was terminated on  dec .31  2007 .i had to go to my work place  they called them  i talked to them and  got a number and pharmacy had to call it they had changed it to another  group !god talk about  stress i was about  out of lamital and they  want to ask for money i dont have by a chewing gum blowing  kid it didnt  set well with me !!so this new year has not been a good one as of yet ---lol     what do you think will it get better ------smile   hope you all are well ,,,HAPPY NEW YEAR ,SHAWNA