Friend19

Poem I wrote today...  He has no soul,he prays on the opposite.Creeping through his mind,he doesn't know he's sick.Knuckles around his neck,pictures at his display,you're his toy,it doesn't matter...

I think ending my anti depressants was a bad idea...I feel particularly down lately. If I thought it was possible, I feel even more withdrawal then before. People have noticed some, I guess I slipped...

Today I told my mom that I wasn't interested in persueing a career in medical assisting anymore. I saw the disappointment. I know that it's too hard for me. Plus the fact it's not a reliable job what...

I can't sleep. The few minutes I do are just nightmares. It's like someone just died for me. I was finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel because he made me so happy...Then everything just...

No sure if it's the depression, life, or that I stopped taking my meds...But I'm not happy. Well, I'm never happy but lately it's been worse. I feel myself getting more frustrated with people, and my...

Something good happened!----- I GOT A JOB a very good friend from here told me about this at home computer job...So I applied and after taking two hard exams I passed. Thank you so much dear friend...

If pigs flew would it really make a difference?...God I'm so bored =-p

   

Any ideas of things I could paint?

I feel withdrawn. Sorry.

I feel like my presence is a lot like me running in quicksand.... And now that I was away from everything for a week I have now sunken into oblivion. No new emails in my inbox, no one called me or...

What's causing my anxiety?! It's been so bad. I'm getting restless and antsy. I can't seem to sit still, but I can't concentrate enough to do anything. I started to clean and I think I ruined my bath...

I miss how things used to be on DS. I miss the crowded forums and many people to talk to and laugh with and get support from. Where did everyone go? Most familiar faces have left. And others have...

I just got a email from the work agency that found me my first job...They have a 5 day job available for me the same week I have my family vacation. I have been so worn out and tired and have been...

 I'm bored.