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I think ending my anti depressants was a bad idea...I feel particularly down lately. If I thought it was possible, I feel even more withdrawal then before. People have noticed some, I guess I slipped and thought for a moment people actually cared( Not anyone from DS). I keep getting pushed aside. I'm tired of the same bullshit, but I fail to change it.
 
Someone on my dating site sent me spam or something... It was a psychic reading for me. I started to cry after reading it a few times, it was dead on how I felt. Friend reminded me this shit is sent out in mass emails. I know it was spam. But it still got to me. I feel out of touch with reality. Things have gotten so bad, I feel like I already died a while ago.