CutieKathy

so i just watched a sneak peek into Demi Lovato's new book Staying Strong and at the end, Demi says that you can't love other people until you love yourself. I think that is so important. The truth...

this morning i thought about how my dad raised me and my brother and how some people in my past mite play a role in how i communicate with others. one of my dad's biggest mistakes was he took me to a...

when i was younger and i remembered going to school and wearing a few layers of clothing. because i was so skinny and i'd get cold easily. but as i got older and i put on some weight, i started to...

i am learning to gradually love myself. I am eating again and i feel alive again and yes i do have moments well a lot of moments where i feel insecure and vulnerable and emotional. But i am not...

My mom and dad are opposite people in personality and views on life. My dad is outgoing and a people person but a drawback is he is lazy. my mom isn't much of a people person and she always has...

i told one of my cousins that i have an eating disorder and she is trying to find ways to help me. i walked from my home to Walmart and i went in the bathroom and purged what i just ate at home. then...

i had a dream the other night that i was on this cruise with some people i dont know who were sitting next to me. and then i saw this great white shark right in front of me and it kept on trying to...

i want to die young because im fed up with myself and im tired of life's BS. i feel like all my life no one gave a crap about me and my mom would say discouraging things to me like "u have been in a...

This is part of why I am WILLING to give up my eating disorder! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XubQcvphFH0

Well I have a fear of pregnancy. The reason that I have a fear of pregnancy is because while growing up, I was surrounded by a few married women who don't have children. I know a woman who has 2...

Well there are two sides of me. One is me, Kathy and the other is the eating disorder, bulimia. To me, Kathy is just a young girl who tries her best to succeed and tries her best in life basically...

So today is Day 1 of my own recovery. I went to the mall and i had a philly cheesesteak sandwich and fries. I ate the rest of my brother's fries and mine and drank kind of a lot of soda. In my head,...

Hey guys :) So I am going to keep u updated on my recovery. it's going to be a part 1, 2,3 etc. and i'll let u guys know how i'm doing :)

So during the party today I binged and purged when the guests arrived, actually it was a little bit later after all the guests have arrived. After I purged, I went downstairs and made sure that i...

So I have been through alot of crap and tonight my parents are throwing a party and i am in the middle of a binge. i am going to purge later and i hope no one finds out.