After I Purged During the Party Today...

So during the party today I binged and purged when the guests arrived, actually it was a little bit later after all the guests have arrived. After I purged, I went downstairs and made sure that i didn't smell like vomit. So i went downstairs and I sang Beauty and the Beast karaoke with my 7 year old niece. and I swear i felt like i was going to drop to my knees! my knees felt weak and i almost couldn't stand. i was wobbling a little bit and i almost felt like i couldn't walk. then i binged on ice cream and i saw my 7 year old niece making friends with a 7 year old girl who i know and it instantly reminded me of when i was 6 years old and making friends with that mean girl who i knew. then i went to the bathroom again and purged up the ice cream. It has been a really long day for me i feel like i'm gonna pass out.