I'm tired. I'm going to take a break. I need some rest from this 'obsession' before I start another assult. Got off my Effexor xr Friday, felt a few episodes of euphoria Saturday, unprevoked. Feels familiar, but at least I don't feel 'doped-up'; I feel more empowered. My close buddy Steve mentioned he is feeling lathargic on his new meds, but his Dr. has asked him to let the new dosage work for a month. In my case, I feel the meds have done their job. I have plenty to get started again if necessary, I just want to get my body rested physically from all the intervention. I'll stick to my vitamins now, and give my (old) body a rest. I might need to jack-up my adrenals, the stress of codependency drains the adrenals, but where I used to believe that all my problems were physical, now I feel they are the result of over-stimulation of the emotions because of codependency. The codependency is causing the physical problems, not the other way around. My bigest fear at the moment is that my tombstone will read: 'His Last Words Were - " I think I've finally figured it out!".' (Too Late!) ;>)