Loved1
Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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Things are better today. Earlier in the week it was awful. Yesterday I overdid it complaining to the boss and said I was considering quitting. It's a big problem, the lack of supervision and a...
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I let myself cry at awkward moments a couple times this weekend, yesterday when I shared something hard with R, and today at the AA meeting where we read "Chapter 5" and it just was glaring at red...
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I took myself to the hot mineral springs Sunday and got a hot stone massage which was truly awesome, and a nice manicure and pedicure. What a treat for me. It's for mental health. I've had...
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Work is almost overwhelming. I used to have some time to spare to log in. I appreciate peoples attention, here, it sure does help. God's in charge. The work load is becoming insane. My bank...
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I have been unable to log in and keep in touch with online friends here. Work is so busy and I am not online otherwise except for at volunteer work on Saturdays. I am sad to see some friends here...
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Work is very busy this week and I am unable to catch up here until another time. Today I noticed a woman at AA and recognized her as the sis of my friend who I had my last drink with, a friend who...
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I didn't go out of state for the convention and I am ok with it. I cannot do all. I chose not to go even though I could. It was a little inconvenient and a bit extravagant. I took my mom for...
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I enjoyed the laughter with R today. This could definitely be a codependent relationship if I am not careful. I feel sort of idiotic for having judged my sis for taking in a man out of prison, who...
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Things are a little messy right now as far as being in a relationship with a newcomer. There is shame because I know it is inappropriate, yet this is not enough to stop me. There is general...
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I have trouble making eye contact when I share in support groups. It really bothered me when I shared today. I got up early and made some soup. I struggle with eating meat and feeling...
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Today I was overwhelmed at home. I learn a lot of codependency modeled in Mom. Here I am trying to tell her not to try to change Dad, that it's insane. I forget I am trying to change HER, and she...
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Interesting yesterday at support group I got to support R and try to encourage him. I remember being new in sobriety and overwhelmed with living in my wreckage, sober. I am proud of him. The...
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I did get a call from counselor that she is unable to fit me in her schedule at this time, but is working on it. That was nice. I did go to Al Anon and shared. Another lady there has her spouse...
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I am struggling a little with love addiction with the new relationship. I see I am way too isolated and this leaves me vulnerable. I see my mom is very isolated, and dad with his gambling...
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Last night I showed up to see the singer perform. I got there early, with no sign of the fellow volunteer who was organizing the interview, and I was relieved because I was too shy. It was at a...
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