Loved1
Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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I used some ice cream, naps, TV, rest and tears to get through the feelings that came up on my weekend off work and the state of my ended relationship. I mean the emotional cruelty he has treated...
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I enjoy my life. I understand the man in my life, during our frequent break ups, he seems to say life w/out me sucks. I am ok being single without him, because the problems for me between us are...
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I walked at lunch time 3 days in a row for about 40 minutes. It sure feels great.
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I've been emotionally abused yestereday by the man in my life. It escalated so much so fast. I was accused of false things and had my words twisted and have been raged at. I asked him to leave...
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I got news that this temporary receptionist position will continue for a couple more weeks. I am able to be online here while working and I have a view and I see my supervisor in passing about once...
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I may be doing the last day at this particular temporary job. I do still have internet access at least once weekly but not like being at a computer all day where I am able to be online so I am...
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I am sticking to my routine on my day off, doing things for me. The off and on boyfriend is being difficult - I mean I am basically putting him on hold, I guess holding on yet haven't seen him in...
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This path of growth and healing and counseling and reading. I think of when I joined DS in Oct. I see growth. I see it when I see my ex/off & on boyfriend. He is not growing with me. We...
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I took a break in the car at lunch and meditated, just paid attention to my breathing. It is so cleansing, healing, relaxing and rejuvinating. I am seeing how the man in my life is just not nice...
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Well the weekend was eventful in ways. I got to go to a meeting and have some fellowship which was special, much needed, not getting enough. I saw my sponsor which is always nice. I got home to...
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I am super excited today. I woke with a burst of energy (spring time?). I ran errands be fore work and on lunch break. I'm too busy so I have to moderate this so I don't crash because I am...
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Let's see if I can put things in perspective. Finding gratitude for my challenges is a great tool. Overworked this week. Gripe- Mon - Thurs I start at 7:30am, work 8 hours, drive 15 mins to...
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Counseling was good yesterday. I am seeing where I am stuck with this gentleman in my life. I mean we're talking 15 1/2 months of a relationship where more than half has been off and on,...
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Feeling better today. Grateful I have this cool temporary job to enjoy.Yesterday I laid in the sun on the grass and watched clouds drift by. I was so peaceful. I was having a hard time...
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