Loved1
Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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I went to a cool music festival yesterday and I'm really glad I went. Even though it was sold out I knew I'd find someone w/ a ticket. I walked around all day and stayed sober, and I got to see...
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2nd week off work, and another instructor called me today to ask me to fill in for her on her Friday class so she can attend the faculty meeting. I said I'd think about it, and get back to her...
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I went to an AA convention and attended some marathon AA and Al Anon meetings yesterday and today. Much needed. I keep to myself too much even in such an environment. I got a missed call from an...
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First week off school job - funny how distance creates more clarity. Heard from R last night, who says he didn't want to hurt me by not calling the last two weeks and also didn't want to hurt me by...
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I got a wonderful Thai massage Saturday - he does a great job, and it is a lot more affordable and better than at the hot springs spa. I really needed it, and I'm glad I went ahead and treated...
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My last night at work - tomorrow I come in the morning to work doing orientation for new students with my coworkers, who I had an interesting time doing "teamwork" with today. I think I'll try to...
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R left a message last night. My last two relationships were very back and forth with multiple breakups and reconciliations. I don't really have a way to reach him. He acted as if he still...
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I have napped the last few days, which is good, and gotten full night's sleep, too. Yesterday R's friend from his addiction treatment program, his wife called me, to say that she asked R how I was...
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So the other night R had gotten kicked out because of bottles found and I went to give him a ride to a friends and smelled alcohol on him, and we talked about it and he denied having drank for a long...
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I felt good today. I was up late with new sponsee, and up early, and walked dog and went to gym and swam and used jacuzzi. I got a little personal with disclosing with her last night, not...
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Work was quite slow today. I am treated like an outsider since I gave notice. I am not included in the upcoming details of the week following next, when I will no longer be in this position. It...
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I left my diary at home, which I like to use to share and vent throughout the day. I have a new sponsee and I will meet with her tomorrow to get some step work done. Neato! I had a guy who is...
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This weekend I took a long walk with R. He got a ride to my town with one of his roomates, and got to meet Mom. I went to see him yesterday and felt grumpy when my "expectation" about something...
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I know I need to tell certain students I'm planning to leave my job here at the school. It's possible I'll be brought in as an additional staff person in this department, which sounds good - that is...
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I am stunned and saddened. I went ahead and gave notice at my job. I have grown weary. I do enjoy my job, I have just been overwhelmed. I was asked to do things that I am not supposed to do...
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