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I just got back from my GP and basically had a breakdown and walked out sobbing. I was hoping to message some friends about this later, if anyone feels strong enough. It wasn't so much that I...

I've been hanging in pretty good lately, trying to stop activities when I get warning signs (very difficult) and considering I feel pretty horrible most of the time, hard to tell when to quit....

Really depressed and panicking that my bad days are piling up, which means it can be the start of a new relapse, which last 2 months, can't sleep, can't take care of myself and in bed awake 8-4pm.The...

I guess we all have pain in our life that we reflect on from time to time. I know now that because of my intense, sensitive personality, many people have come into my life because I can identify with...

It's Good Friday. I've been out of the "severe relapse" mode since late February but I'm so nervous that any amount of physical exertion or stress will plunge me back. The relapses are nightmares,...

I know that I've developed spiritual beliefs in the last 5 years or so; probably the only reason I'm still around.But in all seriousness, we spend so much time TRYING to problem solve our symptoms,...

Can't believe how much better i feel and was able to attend my open mic, sing along on stage and have a day at home where I actually stayed upright to do some food packaging, note taking and...

I am struggling with alot of depression and feeling sick right now. Too many pressures finished me off and I had to cancel things. On a good day I called 2 agencies for shopping help. Also I've...

Ok, so I am so fed up with this illness! When I can't stand the symptoms anymore, if I'm around other people I usually become quite aggressive with my humour. I've told a few folks it's because I'm...

Can't believe things are moving so fast for me, with emotions and spiritual growth.! I only started having faith about 3 years ago. My goals are to sing and to write. With singing I found a folk open...

I AM SO VERY TOUCHED BY THE OUTPOURING OF SUPPORT OF MY DS FRIENDS. THANKYOU ALL !!My last posting on the "topic list" was my hissy fit about my anger. It is a life long issue for me, expressing my...

For many yrs. thought I might be bi-polar, but do not fit the diagnosis. I never really had depression (alot of stress at times though.) I definitely had hyper activity attacks, but I always used...

Feeling a tiny bit stronger. Still having about 3-4 "attacks" a day. Nausea, severe weakness, stomach ache,etc.. Resting is usually an ordeal. Have not felt hardly any relief with daytime rest for...

Going to fun community events Sat and yesterday really helped. Reminds me that there's a real person under there. As soon as I get home it's the battle of the symptoms again, severe burning mouth...

The gastritis is lifting very slowly. Today finally saw the Dr to get a referral to Gastro specialist. She wouldn't do it. Came home in tears, fuming. Has sent me for an ultra sound to check...