pouty

....spacey,emotional....weathers nice...thankful for my car. Wake up every morning, weak and sick...force myself to listen to radio or audio books until 1:00pm and then try to move around.i have head...

Feeling very crappy, so fed up! I get really rapid changes, and also have Pots, so over the last year it has been so severe, nervous about sitting or standing or reaching, etc.. I get a wave of...

MY DEAR FRIENDS, THX FOR BEING THERE FOR ME. SO EMOTIONAL, CRYING, JUST REALLY FEELING THE GRIEF AND PAIN OF THE PAST. I SEEM TO BE FINE THE NEXT DAY ITS LIKE IM ANOTHER PERSON. I HAVE TO BE CIVIL...

I am finally writing about AN ISSUE I FEEL IS VERY COMPLEX AND HAS CAUSED ME ALOT OF GUILT.Over the last 6 months it is becoming more clear to me what I have had as life long struggle, why I feel so...

I'm looking for feedback. If I write a journal that expresses very intense and dark rage, would anyone be uncomfortable or do thy feel they have to maintain some distance to such negativity, to...

I crashed badly 3 days ago. All the, or maybe some, are worse. Burning mouth horrendous, POTS symptoms very severe. Never can sleep in day but must lie down 5-6 hours a day. GET THIS: most of the...

I haven't journaled for a long time, due mostly to trying to keep busy plus rest alot. But also because I always have too many thoughts in my head and I also think, to write about my honest feelings...

Thankyou to all who supported me when I reported the scandal with my GP this summer and had to file a formal complaint. It was an extremely trying times and I had to compose 2 fact filled letters and...

I just had the worst possible day! Many of these over the last 3 weeks. Just when I think I'm a mature intelligent person, I start cursing God, swearing and gnashing my teeth! I'm trapped in my body...

I want to thank all my DS friends for their support when I write my journals. It means alot and your compassion and encouragement is priceless to me.I want to answer some questions some of you have...

Feeling crazy lately. Remission for about (3 wks) ?. Very mixed emotions! So,happy to,be productive, see people ,go out, enjoy the sunshine and then a devastating depression that it will all end. And...

Finally having some better days and feeling more positive. Have made trips out when I'm strong enough, we have a small lake closeby and I took my book club book. Also, just finishing my writing...

I am feeling so despondent. Very sick every day, just waiting for the hours to pass. Pounding chest, shaking and vibrating inside, burning head and face, burning mouth syndrome gives me no peace. I...

I have the kind of mind that always has so much in it, don't know where to start. Ok I'll start with the worst things about the last 3'weeks: first time in my life filing a LETTER OF COMPLAINT re: my...

Letter to God,Please God let me have some progress with just one dream. Please, please just one!I have had so many dreams that run through my head every day for years upon years. I am filled with...