dealing with a lot

I have been trying to get some legal things taken care of and it is a long and lengthy process. I also am in this dark area, I don't know to say but here it goes I have had many nightmares about my death and the different ways of my death. Last couple of night I have actually not had nightmares. My shepherd the other night scared me he was standing in the door way I was sitting in bed and my roommates were asleep as well. Back to my shepherd he was just staring into a dark hallway and wagging his tail. My older husky was outside tonight and just stared and the area were the tree is for the longest time. I think my husband's spirit is here. I just wish he could help with all of this legal stuff that he left behind.
On Sunday my female roommate and I went to a book fair and you paid two dollars and they gave you bag and you were to fill it up and walk out, so I walked out with two bags of books.