a time to put things aside for others

I have been getting all of your posts though email. I have been away because of a lot of legal stuff that I have yet t o go though due to lac of funds. My youngest husky is fixed so there will be no in bread puppies. I miss my husband on a daily I just wish I could have had closure for that but there will be no way to have closure for that. I have been thinking of the future and I know I am left here to take care of my pets and to untangle this mess that was left behind. Sometimes I still feel bad because he is not here to be with his daughter. If I could trade places with him I would.