been busy
I have been rather busy these last few months. I am wrapping things up down in California and moving to Oregon on Tuesday June 30th. I have decided a new state for a fresh start for my fur babies and myself. The house I am moving into has a big backyard and I will be living with my mom. I am not 100% I still miss Martin but I know I have to move on with my life.
At one time I had wanted to end my life to join my love Martin. Now, I have many fur babies, my mom, my daughter and several close friends to think about. I know eventually I will see Martin again but right now I am needed down here. Martin will always be first in my heart but I have to take care of myself and start to breathe again. I will be going and getting my health back in order and taking care of my mom in the process.
At one time I had wanted to end my life to join my love Martin. Now, I have many fur babies, my mom, my daughter and several close friends to think about. I know eventually I will see Martin again but right now I am needed down here. Martin will always be first in my heart but I have to take care of myself and start to breathe again. I will be going and getting my health back in order and taking care of my mom in the process.
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Sammantha,
It is great to hear that you have chosen opportunities that will allow you to grow and develop. We all have a purpose and much to add to life. It\'s difficult being the one left behind but that event taught me how precious life is and that I have much to add to others from my experiences. This has make me a much better person and focused me on what I do have rather than what I do not have. You are moving forward and have a long and fufilling life ahead of you. Picture in your mind where you want to go and it will happen. Peace to you and congrats for making big decisions for your future.
Hug to you!
Dewman
Thank you, it took me a long while to get to this point in my life. I hope you can find the happiness you are looking for.
So happy to read that you have reached this point. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sorry for late response but I\'ve been busy. I moved a city away from where I was to be closer to my youngest dau in Jan and then had to move again 4 months later so we are finally getting settled in and it has made a huge improvement for all of us. Sending you nothing but wishes for a good life!