strength

I feel like I am drowning with all of this legal work. I keep remembering the prayer for alcoholics cause I want to go out and get drunk so bad. The only reason why I have not is I have these animals to look after and it would be more of a disaster then something to take away the stress. Ever since April I have have had mostly bad days. I have had a few good days but mostly bad. I just want this legal stuff to be over with and everyone gets what they want. So I can go off and take care of my animals in peace. I just wonder when I am suppose to have days where I can get up and not have to worry legal crap or being homeless.