I\'m home......!!!!!!

Here I am again home again!  I miss being here.  I am feeling like I want to just shut out the rest of the world and be with just me.  When I look ahead on my schedule I am busy busy busy.  I enjoy being busy when I am feeling on top of the world but right now I am just on top of the staircase you know?!  Maybe I'm too scared to venture far because I will get attacked by the phantom bp demon!   My mind is enjoying being able to actually think again, too bad it's not on it's own.   I am still trying to adjust the Seroquel to the right dosage for me to sleep well and not be a zombie during the day.  blahhhh!!!!!!!!!!  Andddd.....it has been over a year now since I started back on meds!!!!!!!!!!!