Don\'t fall down the stairs....aaahhh!!

Down...down....down...down!    How can it be such a short time ago that I felt "normal?"I don't get it and never will.  I'm tired now.  Very tired now.  I want to go to sleep but my meds don't do that for me, so here I am waiting to get tired enough to go to bed. What will tommorow bring to me...anything I really desire?