Life....

The waves have stoppedThe storm is calmI'm gaining controlSince it's been gone  Inside of my headA million thoughts raceMy body is not used To such a "normal" pace  Many times I'll wonderHow long will this last?One thing I know for sureIs it sneaks up real fast  My life before me I see through a hazeI can only live from day to dayLiving with bipolar has taken my sightEvery single day seems to be a fight!  Day by day and hour by hourThis crippiling disease takes my will powerI know it will be with me through the rest of my lifeDaily I pick up my sword and stay in the fight   I long deep inside to end this gameI just can't handle all of this painBut I know it wouldn't be fair to let goI'd be hurting too many so I continue in this show   One day they may come up with a cureUntil that time I need to endureOh this  game of life we've been givenBut it'll be worth it all when we get to Heaven!