I don't get it?  Hmmmmm?   Today I was gone from 7am till 10pm and was around people all day, but I actually enjoyed the day, all of it!  I felt positive about everything.  I felt no stress..no anger...no anxiety...just felt weird, like a good weird. I felt like I was in controll and accomplished all my missions at church.  Ohhhh the feeling of being "normal"  if today was a taste of what is to come then I want more and more and more!   Off to work at 4am so better get to bed.   I have been taking Benadryl to help sleep and it seems to work well.   Love you's all and see you' s around.  Love and Prayers  Ramona xoxoxoxoxoxo