Psychology
I talked to my doctor yesterday and we switched some of the medications around. I am going to lower my xanax more and begin to reduce the level on seroquel. I also asked about medicinal marijuana. She told me that it is detrimental for anyone to smoke that, especially me in my condition. She told me that it blocks up more receptors then it needs to and it ends up with a small feeling of being paralyzed both the mind and the body. So I am not going to smoke any more and I am not going to drink anymore. I need to get off of these medications.
It's sad to me that I have no friends here. I am so sad that I have lost Katie now and I begin I am feeling as though I am losing Jacqui too. I just can't make it work with anyone. I want to do something with my life, something spectacular. I suppose that these feelings of doing something in the future are good. It's good that I am dreaming again, wishing that I can and will do better in the future. I think the fact that I have lost my friends and I am only surrounded by family, which drives me to do better than anyone around me. I am anxious about the next semester, what will it bring and how will I feel with all of those classes. I simply don't want to rest right now.
I am going to the Nutcracker on Friday and I need to purchase some slacks and possible a new shirt. I love going to the Nutcracker Ballet each yeah, its a definite highlight in my holiday season. And like comes in on the 22nd I believe.
I can't wait to begin to study the introduction of psychology. I want to make this a new priority... a new goal for myself. I want more from my education and I want more for myself. I believe if I study psychology, hard, and make it though I can begin to build my own practice or join a clinic. I really think this is what I want to do... I want to help others while also helping myself in the process. I do hope that this is not some manic period that I am having. I am waiting for my mom to wake up so I can take her to Sam's club, but she was up with the puppy all night so I am not sure how long she is going to sleep.
I just changed my schedule for the Spring semester and I added another psychology class in place of a research methods class. I better get going I don't want to be on the computer all day.
Goodnight moon.
It's sad to me that I have no friends here. I am so sad that I have lost Katie now and I begin I am feeling as though I am losing Jacqui too. I just can't make it work with anyone. I want to do something with my life, something spectacular. I suppose that these feelings of doing something in the future are good. It's good that I am dreaming again, wishing that I can and will do better in the future. I think the fact that I have lost my friends and I am only surrounded by family, which drives me to do better than anyone around me. I am anxious about the next semester, what will it bring and how will I feel with all of those classes. I simply don't want to rest right now.
I am going to the Nutcracker on Friday and I need to purchase some slacks and possible a new shirt. I love going to the Nutcracker Ballet each yeah, its a definite highlight in my holiday season. And like comes in on the 22nd I believe.
I can't wait to begin to study the introduction of psychology. I want to make this a new priority... a new goal for myself. I want more from my education and I want more for myself. I believe if I study psychology, hard, and make it though I can begin to build my own practice or join a clinic. I really think this is what I want to do... I want to help others while also helping myself in the process. I do hope that this is not some manic period that I am having. I am waiting for my mom to wake up so I can take her to Sam's club, but she was up with the puppy all night so I am not sure how long she is going to sleep.
I just changed my schedule for the Spring semester and I added another psychology class in place of a research methods class. I better get going I don't want to be on the computer all day.
Goodnight moon.
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