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For my health and the well being of my family I have decided to go cold turkey on the drinking. I have unloaded all of my liquor at my mom's house am I will do the same once I return to my father's house. For the time being I am drinking tea from Aveda and I look forward to living without the distortion of alcohol, and I don't want to go down the road of alcoholism. My mother has made me become addicted to antique shopping. I was not supposed to drive that far with my mom's car today but I just had to. I got this great overnight toiletries bag for $2 and a beautiful time piece for about $15, OMG it is beautiful and I think I just need to change the battery since it has been a while. I am going to go back tomorrow and see what treasures I can find then.
The payment system for medications is all messed up since I have no money and dad's flex card is not working and I don't think that he want's to put more money into that program. We are trying to figure out something that will work for us. I can't pay for the meds by myself, however, thankfully I have two more weeks of medication before I need to pick up new ones. This stopwatch really is so beautiful I hope someone can make it start working again and I hope it is something smal like the battery.
I am watching a Showtime show called "Nurse Jackie" something about a drug addicted nurse who is brilliant at her job. I am not sure what I'll do tomorrow. I know that I will probably sleep in for once in a while and then I will eat breakfast and go back to the antique mall. I am so really tired but I know that I will never be able to go to sleep if I try right now. This tea is helping me relax, which is nice... better than feeling the downside from liquor. There is ice cream in the freezer that I have been meaning to consume. And in a couple of hours I will hopefully get right to sleep.
It's nice to be at mom's house and even alone. It is peaceful and mind clearing. I think that it will be good until Sunday. And then Monday I am back off to dad's for routine and ridicule, when there really is nothing there. It will be good to get home. Alone is not as fun as even being with good family. And at dad's there is good family... most of the time.
I am going to watch my shows.
Goodnight moon.
The payment system for medications is all messed up since I have no money and dad's flex card is not working and I don't think that he want's to put more money into that program. We are trying to figure out something that will work for us. I can't pay for the meds by myself, however, thankfully I have two more weeks of medication before I need to pick up new ones. This stopwatch really is so beautiful I hope someone can make it start working again and I hope it is something smal like the battery.
I am watching a Showtime show called "Nurse Jackie" something about a drug addicted nurse who is brilliant at her job. I am not sure what I'll do tomorrow. I know that I will probably sleep in for once in a while and then I will eat breakfast and go back to the antique mall. I am so really tired but I know that I will never be able to go to sleep if I try right now. This tea is helping me relax, which is nice... better than feeling the downside from liquor. There is ice cream in the freezer that I have been meaning to consume. And in a couple of hours I will hopefully get right to sleep.
It's nice to be at mom's house and even alone. It is peaceful and mind clearing. I think that it will be good until Sunday. And then Monday I am back off to dad's for routine and ridicule, when there really is nothing there. It will be good to get home. Alone is not as fun as even being with good family. And at dad's there is good family... most of the time.
I am going to watch my shows.
Goodnight moon.
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