I depart for my mom's house soon. She is purchasing a new computer and needs my help in selecting the right one for her. It's Thursday and we are to go to the Hotel Monaco tomorrow night, I am staying at my mom's house tonight just so we can hang out and start the day early tomorrow. I think that this will be fun, we haven't done something like this since the Nutcracker last year when we staid at the Denver Hyatt. At least the Hyatt had an outdoor hot tub one the roof and Monaco has no pool or hot tub. Mom should be calling me soon about when she'll be picking me up. This evening we are going to the antique store to look for a small piece of luggage for me. My brother took my favorite one with him to college. I hope he didn't ruin it.
 
My dad came home so early today. He told me that there were no paitents to see and thus he left the office and came back here. He is in his room with Chi and I believe they are just taking a nap. Today is a mild and has cool breezes so I cut the lawn to get that over with.
 
My dad asked about my friend from class that I went out with last weekend. I think that I am afraid to talk to people. I would like to hang with him again but simply dont have the energy to pick up the phone. Even Katie called the other day and I ignored the phone call and have yet to return her call as well. I know I should I just don't want to be reminded of things that hurt me, mostly that of Rachael. I want to write, but I am at a loss for words, is there anything else left to say right now? There is nothing of significance that has happened to me today. Isn't that sad? It's almost 2pm and I am sitting in the house in the living room alone watching reruns of "House" waiting for my mom to show up and take me away for the weekend.
 
Be back soon. Goodnight moon.