Things are OK, but not good. The nights get really bad and I end up trying to kill myself and it hasn't seemed to work. I end up taking, on top of my prescribed medication, sleeping pills, pain killers, migraine medication and down it with whisky. Sometimes I vomit in the middle of the night and other times I wakeup with a wicked hangover and other times I am ok. But, never dead, just close enough that I wake up alive, unfortunately...
 
I going to go drink, Alone.