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Geez, is it just me or are they everywhere?  Outside of Walgreens, outside of Jewel, walking down the street, in the car next to me.....all are smoking!  Kind of driving me nuts at times.  Other...

Today I am feeling much better.  After all the nausea, I decided to do more research and found a bunch of forums where they talk about the stomach upset of quitting smoking.  It all made a bunch of...

I am sick.  I don't know if it is the Chantix, but after two days of feeling nauseous, I think I'll wean myself off of it.  After doing a lot of research on Chantix, I thought about how well my...

Ok, just like when I stopped drinking alcohol, I had to go through a number of firsts.  Yesterday was my first time cooking dinner without smoking.  It was tough at the time, but now I see it could...

Ok, day 3.  First I'll write about last night.   I had what you would call an almost relapse.  Yes, I know I shouldn't have cigarettes in the house while trying to quit, but I did have 1/2 pack...

I'm writing this today because I wanted to make sure I would make it.  Had I  written it last night....who knows.  Anyway, I made it through yesterday a bit easier than I thought.  Was it the...

Wow, the day is almost over........tomorrow will be hopefully a smoke free day, please let it be a smoke free day.  I want this to happen so badly.  I can't believe this day is almost over :(   I...

Oh, soooooooooo depressed today :(  I think it's because my quit date is right around the corner.  I have chewed so much gum to try and cut down that my teeth feel like they are going to fall...

I am depressed.  I cried today.  I was under so much stress and couldn't find an outlet.  So, of course I smoked.  I used the stress as my excuse and my children just sat there and watched...

Ok, I did great yesterday. I had no cigs until 7:30pm. I wasn't craving one all day. I was so proud of myself until 7:30. Then for no reason, I lit up. I couldn't tell you why. It was like I...

Ok, started Chantix today. So my quit date is next Wednesday. The limiting of my cig intake is going well with going from 30-35 cigs a day down to 10 cigs a day. To many people that wouldn't sound...

Well, had much better will power today.  Decided not to start the Chantix until tomorrow.  I did pretty well at will power, but lost it when I got a call telling me that I lost out on a job.  No...

I failed miserably today...........I didn't have will power.  Why did I have it yesterday and not today.  I started out terribly.  I woke up and had a cig.  I kept thinking, ok, I'll only have...

Ok, so I've decided to quit smoking.........not that is has not been on my mind for about 5 years now.  This demon has such a grip on me.  I mean, I thought I wouldn't quit drinking and that that...

Thank goodness the holidays are over.  I don't remember being so busy in the past.  I haven't been on this site for a while and I think I know why.  They say time heals pain, and I think it truly...