A number of firsts.....
Ok, just like when I stopped drinking alcohol, I had to go through a number of firsts. Yesterday was my first time cooking dinner without smoking. It was tough at the time, but now I see it could have been a lot more difficult. Ok that was dinner. Now, watching a movie. Again, just like with the alcohol, I noticed how many people smoked in the movie. I still notice the drinking, but not as much as I used to. Right now I am craving a cigarette just thinking about it. I guess I just have to keep thinking about how far I've come, even if it has only been 3 1/2 days. I wonder what other firsts I will have today? I hope to get them all over with. Once I do that it should get easier (I hope)?
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