pobevin
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- I am proud of myself today. I have hit 90 days and I really cant believe it. It was a LOOOOONG 90 days, some days were better than others but I did it. After almost 5 years of addiction, this is the 1st time I have gone this long. I dont know if I...
- I am now 87 days clean (YAY) after about 4-5 years of porn addiction. My wife and I have not had sex in almost 6 months (we just had a baby). My question is about libido. I have not looked at porn or masturbated in 87 days. I'm starting to wonder...
- I did it! I deleted ALL my porn. Cloud storage that I had been saving for YEARS. Closed all accounts at my usual sites and even closed that email address that would still give me the option to reactivate... I always left a small door open with my...
- Is there a hotline to call when the triggers are too strong and I might look at porn again. I do well for a while, but then I get stressed....if I could just talk to someone I think that might help.
- Does anyone have any idea how long I should expect these withdrawals to last?
- Ive been doing surprisingly well for 7 days but today my wife left me alone and my mind has been racing. Ive cleaned my house 3x over but i feel like a true addict today. leg twitching and i just keeping thinking.."just one more...
- I am working on a project and I'm alone and stressed for the deadline tomorrow....is anyone on tonight....talk me down???
- I am working on a project and I'm alone and stressed for the deadline tomorrow....is anyone on tonight....talk me down???
- I have had this setback for the last time (Looked at porn all last week) and I am tired of this thing sucking my life away. Spending hours of personal and work time...for what? A naked chick on the screen?!? I am so mad at myself letting it get bad...
- I almost went a year but I have fallen HARD. I need to cut all the porn/triggers out of my life but stress will overwhelm me and "just one more time" always seems to win.Now I dont even really want (cant perform really) sex with my BEAUTIFUL wife...
- Before my addiction I would masturbate 1-2x a week since high school. (maybe more in HS but no porn was needed, I could use a math book in HS) I am in my late 30's nowAt the height of my addiction I was masturbating 10-12x a day. I am now just over...
- Im alone, almost 2 weeks sober ..I keep thinking.."one look wont hurt". I dont want to back down that road.
- I am having a REAL stressful day at work (work related not triggered but the absence of porn). Its so bad that my BP is even up and I would REALLY like some stress relief (porn).Stress was always a trigger for me.
- I was doing well (kind of) but I am now at rock bottom again...looking at porn hours on end. Its like an escape from the stress of life. I have even pulled away from my beautiful wife:( Any suggestion on doing this all over again? Ive realized that...
- I had a rough weekend and I realized that when I get stressed I want to"escape" and that leads to me looking at porn. (being sober was a hard slap to the face on reality!) I have closed all my accounts (I have done this multiple times) but I could...