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FUCK I HATE THIS

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I was doing so well! I thought that this was behind me for the last time! Now I feel as if I am back to square one and I will never be over this. FUCK!! I hate myself for this. It's just porn.... Why can't I shake this?!? FUCK!
Brain Tricks

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It's crazy how your brain tries to trick you. It will try "just one more time", "just do it so you can focus better" "those images are safe" when you KNOW deep down its not safe, it won't be your last. I have blocked all sexters, any other negative...
How long have you been fighting this fight

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It crazy. I was thinking to myself that I have been struggling with this addiction for "a little while " and I just realized it's been almost 7 years. I was in denial for the majority of the time. I only realized this because I was struggling with...
10 days clean!

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I've made it 10, it was rough but I did it.
Triggers... So powerful

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It's amazing how triggers will change your thought process in a second. A big one for me is stress. I'll be fine, then BOOM! Or how your brain will try to trick you in believing ... Just one more timeI've cut it all out, the porn, phone sex and...
I WAS doing well

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Damn......I feel like I am back at square 1 after years of doing well. Please tell me that someone here is clean but slipped themselves! Stress is my trigger and I have a ton of it right now.
Wondering on link between addiction and age of

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I was just wondering about our group. Is there a link between porn addiction and if you were exposed to porn at an early age? I was 6/7 when I found dads Playboys (and moms Playgirl's) I never said anything to them because of fear of getting in...
Local groups?

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Has anyone ever tried local groups? I don't think that there is a specific one for porn. I know there are SAA groups, didn't know if that would be helpful or not.
Distractions?

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What do you do when you want to start looking at porn? I have to find some kind of an outlet.
Videos that may help

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Terry Crews NFL/Actor comes clean with his porn addiction. I like his video series "Dirty little secrets." He talks about the ups and downs and how he got through it.https://www.facebook.com/pg/realterrycrews/videos/?ref=page_internal
2 years clean and I messed up

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In case you are wondering if it is "Ever safe to look at porn again", I am going to say no. I thought I had it under control, but I feel I am back at square one. Stress is my trigger and I have a lot of it right now. I am madder at myself than...
Had Vasectomy/ specific instruction to masturbate

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So Im 118 clean and just had a vasectomy. I have specific instructions (If you don’t believe me I’ll send you the notice) that I "MUST MATURBATE" for my sperm analysis in 6 weeks. (No oral, no withdraw after intercourse) Please tell me...
I made it 100 days!

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I thought this day would never be here. I know I still have a long was in recovery but this step to me was probably the hardest. If I can do this, so can you. Please dont give up on yourself.
Any thoughts on this article?

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Thoughts? Comments? Is it EVER ok to masturabte again?!? (Please say yes) Some say yes and others say no...http://www.huffingtonpost.com/good-men-project/how-therapy-can-help-men-with-porn-induced-erectile-dysfunction_b_8033564.html
Approaching 100 days Clean BUT!!!!

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As I am slowly approaching my 100 days sober (94 Days) I have had a strong urge to call some of my of my favorite PSOs (Phone sex operators). I keep thinking, "Im better now, I can handle this now". Granted the POSs were not my addiction, porn...

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