Healing

The pain I was having has finally subsided, thankfully. RE thinks the antibiotics combined with the healing is responsible for the abdominal cramping. As one of the nurses at my clinic said yesterday, my uterus has been through a lot and very traumatized. Oh my poor, sore uterus. I go back tomorrow (Friday) for another post-op follow-up and its likely they will have the lab results of "what went wrong" and why I miscarried. I am nervous to find out, but also looking forward to it. Right after my appt, we are heading out of town for a few days of healing. I am calling it the "band-aid" weekend. I am not sure the timing is so great with going to the RE just before heading out of town, but oh well. I still haven't been back to work. I've sequestered myself at home all week avoiding the world and living in my sad little bubble. I don't even care though, I needed it and I have no regrets about it. 
Love to all xoxoxo

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RoxyD
RoxyD

Glad you will be able to get away. It always does some good to change things up. I\'m also glad your pain is better. It can get really scary. Going back to will be ok in the end. The first day back is always the worst. I know I always ended up crying more but in the end it gets a little easier.
Take care of yourself this weekend.
xoxo
alanabanana
alanabanana

You deserved this time off of work to heal. I think it\'s very good that your staying busy. One day at a time. I am here for you.
PolkaDotGirl
PolkaDotGirl

Enjoy your band aid week. You deserve it!!
CaliCutie81
CaliCutie81

You deserve the time to hurt, grieve, vent and heal. My heart hurts for you and will be praying for you this weekend. Enjoy your break from the world! ((Hugs))
Orriginal
Orriginal

So glad you are taking the time for yourself to begin healing. Thinking about you
tntpetal
tntpetal

*HUG! A band-aid weekend is good for you friend. I wish I had millions I would send you somewhere tropical. I admire your updates you post on here very much. I think a part of the healing process can come from just being real and putting your words out there while you are in wading through everything. I wish I could hug you in person friend. Although it will take time to heal on so many levels, I pray your physical body heals quickly.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Take al the time you need. HUGS,
endowife
endowife

smart to stay away from work. after my miscarriage I was also in need of staying away from work for a while. It\'s helpful and healing. Hugs.
AlicatG
AlicatG

Good for you for taking time for yourself. Hope your \"band-aid\" weekend is enjoyable :)
HopefullyWaiting
HopefullyWaiting

I think the getaway is a great idea! I hope it helps you heal.
whimsicalfool
whimsicalfool

Get away - you need some quiet healing time. I hope it helps! Don\'t feel bad about doing whatever you need to do to get through.
ejadep123
ejadep123

Glad you\'re feeling better and hope you get some results today on what happened. I didn\'t have testing done on either of my MCs and wish I would\'ve. Have a great weekend, I hope it helps you heal.
Megs525
Megs525

Glad you are feeling a little better. I hope your band-aid weekend is a good one.
LMWT
LMWT

I hope today goes well and you get some answers! I think your band aid weekend will be good for you. Getting away and leaving it all behind will help with the healing even more. Sending you love!
Jat092311
Jat092311

I hope you get some answers today and are able to enjoy your band-aid weekend.