RS199310

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• Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
  

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  Posted: 12/01/2023

  RS199310 commented on the discussion Attack.

• Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
  

  Is this agoraphobic behavior?

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  Last Reply: Bobby5000 12/02/2023

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  Please excuse my ignorance if this is not considered agoraphobic but I have a constant feeling that people are watching me. Even when I am at home alone, in my head it feels as though there is an invisible audience watching my every move and laughing at me. This causes me to be uncomfortable in my own home. I don’t do silly things like dance or sing or get into positions that would make me look unattractive or “judge-able” so that this phantom audience won’t laugh at me. I know this...

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  RS199310 joined the group Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety.

• Chronic Pain
  

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  Posted: 12/01/2023

  RS199310 commented on the discussion I don't know what's wrong with me.

• Chronic Pain
  

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  Posted: 12/01/2023

  RS199310 commented on the discussion Alternative pain treatments.

• Chronic Pain
  

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• Chronic Pain
  

  Ignoring Pain

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  Last Reply: hasty_05 12/02/2023

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  Since I was a young child I suffered from unexplainable pain. My pain, joint swelling, body fatigue, etc. I can remember as young as 8 years old. I fought my way to a diagnosis and at 25 years old I was finally diagnosed with 3 different forms of arthritis caused by years of untreated Crohn's disease. The cartilage in my left hip and decreased by 30% if not more now, and everything is getting worse. I get inflected infusions every 6 weeks along with Norco for daily pain. If I do not take my...

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• Codependency
  

  Unable to be alone

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  Last Reply: BlueSky 01/02/2024

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  Please forgive me if this is ignorant. I am still navigating my emotions and learning about my past traumas. I find that for some reason I struggle to be alone. I won't force myself to be in bad company but I do find that I will put up with things that I know that I shouldn't to have someone around. Today I am forced to be alone. My on/off partner that I'm dating is busy and so are my "sometimes" friends. I decided to try a bar out that I love but I'm alone today. I don't feel weird or...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 12/01/2023

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• Prescription and Synthetic Drug Abuse
  

  Norco

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  Last Reply: hasty_05 12/05/2023

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  I have been using opioid on and off since I was a teen (10 years ago) due to an autoimmune disorder I am prescribed 90 Norco a month - 3x/day. I am taking upwards of 5 pills daily, probably 8 to be exact. I run through my prescription then buy someone else's. I can see my dependency growing greater and I tell myself everyday I'll stop but I still haven't. this is a secret addiction that only I know about but I'm worried for what my life holds next knowing I have no real want to stop. I'm...

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  RS199310 joined the group Prescription and Synthetic Drug Abuse.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Final step of divorce

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  Last Reply: hasty_05 12/02/2023

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  I put my foot down one year ago, ending my marriage with someone who was emotionally and physically unavailable with mental health issues (anger, mood swings, disassociation, depression, anxiety, etc.) After trying everything I could to save us, I knew it was the best option for us both to end it. They could not function in a relationship and I was beyond drained. I ended things immediately and they moved out. A week later I was drunk and made out with someone at a party. I told my ex after...

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  Joined New Group

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/01/2023

  RS199310 became friends with TeamDS.