Prescription and Synthetic Drug Abuse Support Group
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I have been using opioid on and off since I was a teen (10 years ago) due to an autoimmune disorder I am prescribed 90 Norco a month - 3x/day. I am taking upwards of 5 pills daily, probably 8 to be exact. I run through my prescription then buy someone else's. I can see my dependency growing greater and I tell myself everyday I'll stop but I still haven't. this is a secret addiction that only I know about but I'm worried for what my life holds next knowing I have no real want to stop. I'm worried for myself.
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
My experience with Norco was somewhat similar to yours. I was taking it for chronic back pain but I quickly discovered that not only did it get rid of my pain but it also got rid of my depression and made me happy! I started out taking two 5 milligram pills twice per day. As I built a tolerance to it, I had to take more to get the same effect.Three years later, I was taking 5 ten miligram pills 3 times per day and I wasn't getting any from my pcp. I was buying them wherever I could find them.
Over time, my addiction caught up with me and I ended up in the hospital. By the grace of God, I survived! Quitting is never easy but there are medications that helped me along the way. like suboxone.
I think you will quit when you are ready but it sounds like you are not there yet. It is said that in order to see the light, we have to revisit the dark which is basically what I did over a 3 year period but having nearly lost my life made quitting much easier.
We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers,
God Bless
I take a low level narcotic for chronic pain once or twice a week, one dose. It upsets my stomach. But I feel the feel good aspect and that is the addictive part. That is the scary part.
I’ve actually read that narcotics stop working against the pain after 3-4 weeks of use. It’s the brain altering quality that is left. I suspect you are no longer getting pain control but mood control or addiction control. You’d probably need to go to an inpatient detox center and they have some good ones around- when you are ready. I suspect you have depression along with the stress of addiction.
Sending prayers for your health and good future. Addiction and chronic pain are two big issues in our culture. You are not alone.