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I don't know why I get surprised anymore when I'm dealing with the people at Mayo. They have been nothing short of disrespectful since I started interacting with them. It just continues. I'm...
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I just want to punch BP in the noise. Cause the disease some pain. Make is suffer as it has made my husband and me suffer!I'm so mad and tired! BP has taken a good man, good husband, and turned...
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You tell yourself that you are never going to let yourself get this worn out agin because it does no good for anyone. Yet somehow you end up out of energy and feeling like the whole world is...
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Well, I can mark another item off my bucket list. I have now successfully survived my husband's 2nd hosptialization. This time he was in a psychotic state and it happened while we were out of...
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It has been a year of feeling trapped on a merry-go-round. Last May was my husband's first hospitalization. What a long year it has been to try and get back to a place of stability. We were so...
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My body is feeling swollen and uncomfortable. This is a feeling that never seems to go away these days. It is distracting, distructive, debuilitating, depressing, and any other "D" word I can...
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Is the country really ready for a serious discussion about mental illness as the mother in this piece says: http://now.msn.com/i-am-adam-lanzas-mother-says-mom-of-mentally-ill-son? I don't...
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Ok after 3 wks of very little sleep and one long night of no sleep (maybe I should have given in to early Black Friday shopping, at least it might have been productive), I've reached my tolerance...
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Just a general update. I'll try to keep this brief. We are on a new medication mixture that seems to be pretty good (at least from my perspective). Into week 2 now and no signs of depression,...
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Around and around and around and around. . . . I've lost track now of how many things we've tried since May, but the positive effects only seem to last a week at the most, then we are plunging back...
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Peace is more than the absence of conflict; peace is the presence of God. That is a line from this mornings devotions. How true it is, but so hard to remember to stay in God's presence...
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Well, I had such hopes that the newest medication would be it (at least for a while). Now, I'm not so sure. Last week was great up to the weekend. My husband was running slightly manic; close...
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I feel lost, fragmented, unfocused, frustrated, tired, burdened. As work seems to be eating away at my confidence, I need it more than ever and can't afford to lose it. It is hard to evailuate how...
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'Fragile': the word a friend used to describe my husband. How true that is. He is fragile in so many ways. He is constantly hurting himself physically. I want to believe that he is tougher...
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"I hate the way I feel inside, but I'm willing to make the sacrifice. . . " (12 Stone)Am I willing to make the sacrifice? Do I really know what it is that I'd be sacrificing? I'd love to...
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