It's later in the day...and I thank God and my friends here for helping me and reminding me that there are people on here that really do care. You guys are the greatest I swear! It's just that when I feel so down I mean, I get REALLY DOWN! I wish I didn't tho. I just thought that noone really cared, but I was wrong! I guess also cuz there's so much on my mind with me about to move to Hawaii in 2 months and that person I thought was my friend avoiding my calls...   I just feel this vibe that she's avoiding me. She told me not to think that she's avoiding her, but something tells me that she is. She's suppose to be one of my closest friends since we were 5 years-old and I've always noticed that she's the type to be very secretive..For the past week, and I've noticed that since I've been very depressed  this past week, she's always telling me I'll call you back and then she hardly ever calls back! She's never been like this before. I don't know, I do feel like she's avoiding me tho.    Sometimes I feel like I can't connect with her. I would tell her my problems, yet I feel like there's no emotional bond.