I can't stand living here in my house anymore! This is no longer home!! My dad is bringing his new wife over pretty soon!I hate my dad!! I hate him for putting me though so much and putting me down all these years like saying that I'm a loser and stuff like that!! Why the f**k do I have to give him my kindness for putting me down? That's like saying it's ok what you did to me dad!I'm tired of this crap!! I want to leave to Hawaii and start all over and be around good people. I was at my friend's house today and my dad was telling her about my childhood and my friends and all of a sudden he jokingly tells my friend," Yeah, Christine use to want to hang out with the neighbor all the time. I thought she was a lesbian!" Right in front of me!!What a f**kin asshole!!! Sorry to be so vulgar, but it was like he was putting me down. I'm not against people being lesbians or gays or whatever, but he said it in a way that sounded demeaning towards me!! Why do I have to put up with this?
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Hey sweetie,i am soo sorry your Dad said all those things to you!!You are not a loser,you are a sweet girl who needs love in her life.No putdowns! I am also sorry he told you friend what he did in front of you,how rude! He should be so thankful he has a wonderful daughter,and be proud of her! I know i am proud of you sweetie,and i will never think you are a loser,beacuse you are not one.You always remember,you are somebody and you are loved!My prayers are with you sweetie.Take care,and remember God loves you,and so do i! I do care sweetie.I have a daughter,and no way would i say such things to her,she is a good daughter and i thank the good lord everyday that he bless me with her! I also thank him for blessing me with your friendship,love you my sweet friend.LOVE,SHEA........................................
It\'s horrible that your dad talks to you and about you that way. You deserve better. While you may have to live with him, you don\'t have to subject yourself to his insults and ridicule. You may not feel that you can say anything to him about it, but you can walk away. You can take care of yourself and your emotions. Most of us know when someone that we\'ve been around for a long time is going to \"start in\" on us, so when you have that feeling, just walk away and do something for yourself. It doesn\'t have to be anything big--even a walk can be great for clearing your head and doing some affirmations to counteract the disparaging remarks that you know are being said in your absence. You are beautiful girl, and you have the right to love and be loved unconditionally and without all that other crap.
And don\'t worry about your potty-mouth. I\'ve got one when I\'m feeling that way, too.
be strong!My mom always called me I\'m a loser.
But I still have to move on. I really hate her too.